today.

today, i feel.

lame. 

nothing to do, no where to go. 

i wish i had

something to do, somewhere to go. 

but sadly i do not..

i want my life to be exciting full of adventure 

but somewhere along this road i call life,

i lost all motivation.

all the faith that it takes to move....

forward. 

i feel like i'm being pushed and pried into so many different directions

and if i just took one,

and did something 

life would be a whole lot simpler. 

simpler. 

sigh. 

that's what i want something simple 

something to make me get all these emotions 

out .

and to just be happy with what i have. 

happy?

is there even such a thing or is it all just

imaginary. 

humph.

that is all.